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[Aug. 19th, 2006|12:05 am] |
must... stop... checking facebook hourly...
good luck to everyone leaving tomorrow, and of course to everyone that already left. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|05:16 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Frou Frou - Details | ] |
geez. its been forever since i've posted. and even longer since i posted one that the public was allowed to read. well, a lot of shit has happened. I hate to say it, because i know this will definitely jinx everything, but things are FINALLY falling into place. i finally have the things i've really wanted; the rest is just a few hours away waiting for me at college. In a matter of days my room, my life, and my heart will be turned upside down and shipped off to a town that I've visited all my life, but must now make it my home. No mom to do the cooking, laundry, cleaning, hugging, and buying. The bright teal paint may still be on the walls when I come back, but will the emotions, events, and opinions that have shaped the past four years start peeling in time as well? Surely, the friends already have.
I'm not sad at all to leave Greenville. She seemed so sad to leave all of her friends and everything in this small town, but now she couldn't be happier where she is. I guess some people are just meant to leave deep footprints wherever they go, and others' are supposed to be blown away by the same breeze that blew them in. They say things won't be the same when we come back. Well, that's what they said last time, and it couldn't have been more perfect. It's like waking up with only one week left to live. In a sense, there only is one more week to live like a GHS student. No holds barred. There aren't enough lunches and dinners to get to see everyone i need to say "so long for now" to.
Hmm. Well, so long for now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 21st, 2006|12:01 am] |
HOME SWEET HOME
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in Charleston. |
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[Jul. 19th, 2006|12:52 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Bright Eyes - Bowl of Oranges | ] |
And we'll keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of love's uneven remainders; our lives are fractions of a whole. But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall, then I think we would see the beauty. Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges, like a story told by the fault lines and the soil. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|01:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Dilated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Am. Football - I'll See You When We're Both Not So Emotional | ] |
774 CofC people poked each other yesterday.
thank you facebook. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|11:56 am] |
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please just tell me its over. |
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| Let's Make This Moment A Crime |
[Jun. 17th, 2006|11:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Format Songs from The Fletch's Amazing Graduation Mix | ] |
First Week 2006.
I'm glad that the week could be like high school: lots of craziness, dramadramadrama, burns, bruises, and fatigue . . . and in the end all you really remember are the good times.
pictures to follow later.
get ready. |
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[May. 5th, 2006|11:15 am] |
just wondering...
does anyone ever post private blogs? |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2006|08:45 pm] |
Prom Night #3...
better than the other two by far. Spartanburg kids are fabulous, ofcourse.
Ian and Me
Me and Joseph
Elizabeth, Peanut, Jenna, and Max
Elizabeth, Mariana, and Ben! |
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[Apr. 10th, 2006|12:22 pm] |
so... Sumter.
Friday night after ANOTHER johnson twin sighting, final voicemail message, a 3 hour drive with an hour-long conversation with Zoheb, I met up with Jimmy. We ended up just hanging out, watched EuroTrip, ate meat on a Friday during lent (his idea) and were supposed to hang out with Parker after her prom, but when she called we were already in Pajama's laying around. Yeah, it was bitch, but we didn't end up hanging out with her. Instead, we retired to the beds by 1 am.
( Saturday )
( Sunday )
To everyone who read this: you have no life.
To everyone in Sumter/Manning: you all are fabulous and put the Upstate to shame. |
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| And here I rest where disappointment and regret collide |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|03:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  so used, unfaithful. | ] |
I love listening to music that has been left unlistened for a very long time.
Title and Registration brings back such great memories.
of junior year, the summers before, where the only important questions involved which earrings to wear that night.
If i really wanted to, I could lock myself in my room for 6 days, 5 hours, 38 minutes, and 22 seconds...just to hear my iPod play every song.
Its really a shame, though. There is so much amazing music that goes unlistened. Songs that were New & Indie 5 years ago, never "made it," and those few snobby music connosseurs who actually realized these masterpieces refused to let that music shine through to the masses. It is truly a shame. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|08:25 pm] |
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and the hits are STILL coming... |
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| fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|09:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Spill Canvas - All Hail The Heartbreaker | ] |
The weekend was pretty damn fabulous, despite the whole funeral business. This is what family means to me:
riding on a private plane to Ohio and back. spending lots of time together. making fun of each other and our habits, outfits, phrases. eat lots and lots of good food. laughing about everyone's drunk stories while going through 3 rounds at the bar. begging to sit at the kid's table, when the "kids" are between 15 and 27. switching around shoes between the girls. looking at photos of floral, frocked dresses, bowl-cuts, 80's haircuts, and loving each other anyway. lots of hugging and hitting. telling dirty jokes while the younger generation gets embarassed. catholic jokes. leaving knowing that next time is going to be even better.
The older I get, the more I appreciate my family and the more I wish someone would get married, because that would be one HELL of a wedding. |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2006|03:26 pm] |
ohio for the weekend.
i'm taking my heart with me. |
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| the line moves slowly |
[Mar. 2nd, 2006|03:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jump, Little Children - Secrets | ] |
2 and a half more months left. then we're done.
I don't know if i can wait even that long.
Ohio for the weekend.
Maybe I can make it back in time to go fulfil my Saturday night duties, though I doubt it.
I'll agree with everyone else that the disapointments just KEEP coming. I'm happy to say that I've actually NOT been poking the drama dynamite, it has successfully blown up without my help this time. Glad it didn't need my help.
And, I think I'm officially upset about something or another, seeing as my appetite is almost as fleeting my hope in friends.
If only you knew
all the damage that you can do
now you'll need a photograph
a signature and witnesses
'cause from now on I only tell lies |
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| afterall, you do know best... |
[Feb. 12th, 2006|03:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  jealous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Fray - How To Save A Life | ] |
But I just hate to say goodbye
To all the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with.
( or, atleast one year... )
so this is the new year?
i don't feel any different |
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| well, its you i was thinking of |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|09:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Musically Geeky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jack's Mannequin - The Mixed Tape | ] |
Goodness, what a day.
Its amazing how such grace can come from catastrophe.
The day went extremely well. Skipping the morning classes, going in for two in the afternoon, 15 minutes of work, lacrosse (I got to leave early!), ADDCARE, talking to the only boy left that still can put a smile on my face despite his lying through his teeth, Dinner and Jeopardy at the Ballard’s, the reaffirmation that One Tree Hill has THE best music for any show on television… and that like next week’s episode is going to be totally awesome, a bonding ride home with the iPod blaring a Hard Fi song I was able to listen to for the first time in 6 months, and… some JM “Mixed Tape” to sing me to sleep.
The only thing better?
A fair-skinned, skinny musician showing up on my doorstep?
An ending of drama?
An acceptance of singularity?
One can only hope for one… |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|09:07 pm] |
MYSPACE ISN'T WORKING!
I THINK THIS IS THE FIRST STAGE OF THE APOCALYPSE!! |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2006|12:42 am] |
so, it has come to this:
i am currently sitting at home watching the Miss America Pageant with my mom.
yeah.
this grounding must end soon before someone looses a life or i loose my sanity. |
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